DAY 37

Holy Shit today needed to go by fast, and thank god it did.  Looked in the mirror at myself and really thought about things.  Do I like where I'm headed?  Am I satisfied with myself now?  Could I be doing better?  The answers were No, No, Yes.  Unfortunately times are hard and I'm letting them get to me when I should be living and loving life.  Starting Sunday, when I begin my cut for summer.  I'm going to laugh a little more, love a little stronger, and enjoy all the little things in life. I will wear a smile even when I don't feel the best.  I will crack down on this last month of school work, Track, and Lifting.  I am going to bust my ass to be the best that I can be, and then some.  When/If I decide to come home this summer, I want people to realize I've changed alot, not just on the outside, but the inside.  I want people to realize I am NOT the same old Ryan who could get kicked around or laughed at, I'm a much stronger person, physically and emotionally.  Most importantly, I am going to make time for friends and not let anything keep me away from doing what I love.  It's time to be a little selfish and start doing things I want to do, be with who I wanna be, hang out with people I haven't got to see.  And most importantly.... Live, Laugh, Love
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Goodnight
Much Love
God Bless
-Me