SO MUCH HOMEWORK, blah, I will defnitely be busy within the upcoming days, unfortunately. Sorry for the short blog.
Much Love
God Bless
-Me
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Saturday, March 31, 2012
DAY 38
Sometimes being by yourself is rather interesting... Good or bad, I'm not sure. All I know is I am going to live for myself, more than likely probably make a few mistakes, and learn from them. Do I know what is going to happen tomorrow? Probably. Do I know what is going to happen 41 days from now? If you showed me a calendar I could probably give you a damn good guess. Yea, I guess alot of thinking these past few days truly showed me what I mean and meant to some people and how bad excuses get. I'm frusterated, fed up, and absolutely sick with hearing the same excuses. I am always the one holding people back, I am always the reason for unhappiness. I can't do a single thing right, yet I put so much time and money into somethings. For that reason... If it wasn't for my grandparents and aunts and uncles, I would never go back "home" again...
Goodnight
God Bless
Much Love
-Me
P.S oh and to anybody who knows I have a blog who might be reading this, unless i specifically say your name in the blog, I'm not referring to you, before you decide to yell at me for something you have no idea about. You know who you are.
Goodnight
God Bless
Much Love
-Me
P.S oh and to anybody who knows I have a blog who might be reading this, unless i specifically say your name in the blog, I'm not referring to you, before you decide to yell at me for something you have no idea about. You know who you are.
Friday, March 30, 2012
DAY 37
Holy Shit today needed to go by fast, and thank god it did. Looked in the mirror at myself and really thought about things. Do I like where I'm headed? Am I satisfied with myself now? Could I be doing better? The answers were No, No, Yes. Unfortunately times are hard and I'm letting them get to me when I should be living and loving life. Starting Sunday, when I begin my cut for summer. I'm going to laugh a little more, love a little stronger, and enjoy all the little things in life. I will wear a smile even when I don't feel the best. I will crack down on this last month of school work, Track, and Lifting. I am going to bust my ass to be the best that I can be, and then some. When/If I decide to come home this summer, I want people to realize I've changed alot, not just on the outside, but the inside. I want people to realize I am NOT the same old Ryan who could get kicked around or laughed at, I'm a much stronger person, physically and emotionally. Most importantly, I am going to make time for friends and not let anything keep me away from doing what I love. It's time to be a little selfish and start doing things I want to do, be with who I wanna be, hang out with people I haven't got to see. And most importantly.... Live, Laugh, Love
:)
Goodnight
Much Love
God Bless
-Me
:)
Goodnight
Much Love
God Bless
-Me
Thursday, March 29, 2012
DAY 36
Well I think I've taken quite the leave of abscense lately, definitely sorry about that. it's just been a rough few weeks and now I should be back to normal. Hopefully I won't be as busy and I will be able to type up like I used to.
I really should be studying for my math exam tomorrow but.... I found out the class wasn't weighted and I have a very high A as it is and so I went full-lazy in that class. Yes I know I shouldnt have done that, but this exam is not going to be that many questions and on top of that, I absolutely HATE the section we are working on... I need a tutor.. I'll give away free hugs if somebody would like to help?! :)
Track is going fairly well, I will write more about it in my other blog but as far as the overall aspect, it is going well. Getting a feel for the 2k disc finally and getting form down. Haven't thrown shot put outdoors yet but I guess that is the plan for tomorrow. Hammer isn't going too bad either, I've just been so sore lately that my form isnt that crisp. Meet next weekend and everything will hopefully be cleaned up by then!
Have not spoken to family besides my grandfather lately. Just a personal decision I guess... But that's all that is really goin on in my life right now! Make sure to check out my other lifting blog and I promise now that things have settled down, those posts will be better too!
Goodnight
Much Love
God Bless
-Me
I really should be studying for my math exam tomorrow but.... I found out the class wasn't weighted and I have a very high A as it is and so I went full-lazy in that class. Yes I know I shouldnt have done that, but this exam is not going to be that many questions and on top of that, I absolutely HATE the section we are working on... I need a tutor.. I'll give away free hugs if somebody would like to help?! :)
Track is going fairly well, I will write more about it in my other blog but as far as the overall aspect, it is going well. Getting a feel for the 2k disc finally and getting form down. Haven't thrown shot put outdoors yet but I guess that is the plan for tomorrow. Hammer isn't going too bad either, I've just been so sore lately that my form isnt that crisp. Meet next weekend and everything will hopefully be cleaned up by then!
Have not spoken to family besides my grandfather lately. Just a personal decision I guess... But that's all that is really goin on in my life right now! Make sure to check out my other lifting blog and I promise now that things have settled down, those posts will be better too!
Goodnight
Much Love
God Bless
-Me
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
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