Sometimes being by yourself is rather interesting... Good or bad, I'm not sure. All I know is I am going to live for myself, more than likely probably make a few mistakes, and learn from them. Do I know what is going to happen tomorrow? Probably. Do I know what is going to happen 41 days from now? If you showed me a calendar I could probably give you a damn good guess. Yea, I guess alot of thinking these past few days truly showed me what I mean and meant to some people and how bad excuses get. I'm frusterated, fed up, and absolutely sick with hearing the same excuses. I am always the one holding people back, I am always the reason for unhappiness. I can't do a single thing right, yet I put so much time and money into somethings. For that reason... If it wasn't for my grandparents and aunts and uncles, I would never go back "home" again...
Goodnight
God Bless
Much Love
-Me
P.S oh and to anybody who knows I have a blog who might be reading this, unless i specifically say your name in the blog, I'm not referring to you, before you decide to yell at me for something you have no idea about. You know who you are.
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