Too much going on

Unfortuntel, I cannot guarantee I will be posting everyday from here on out.  My anxiety and such has been getting worse.  On top of that I believe I've come down with some form of food poisoning or salmonila and therefore I'm going to be focusing on my health at the moment.  While I will be keeping up with My lifting blog because I HAVE to go to practice, lifting, and meets, I cannot promise I will post everything from the day on this blog.  Hopefully I get healthy soon as my grades are struggling lately too...
Goodnight
Much Love
God Bless
-Me

Update Monday

Sorry for the lack of update yesterday, went threw alot with the track meet and some injuries so I've just been super stressed, should be back on track monday with updates and such.
Have a Great evening,
Much Love
God Bless
-Me

Stuffed

Long story short I actually felt good enough to eat today and ate soooooo much steak.. Felt good to at least get to eat whim but I'll make sure I bust my ass tomorrow and in the upcoming days to burn it off... Safe and in Kansas.
Big day tomorrow.
Goodnight
Much love
God bless
-me

Day Before I leave.

Well just finishing up some homework before I pack and do some laundry and get ready for my meet this weekend.  It's a 1 day meet but its down in Emporia Kansas so hopefully there is some great competition from all over Division 2. We leave tomorrow morning at 6am and have a 10 hour bus ride.  apparently we are bringing most of the team too so there isnt much of a chance that anybody is going to get a seat to themselves.
Found out I have to get a PERFECT score on my last Health Test in order to get a 90% A in the class, which also means theres almost a 0% chance I'm going to get a 4.0 this semester.. I dont know why but I really wanted a 4.0...  Life goes on I guess.
Anixety has been better recently, havent had many attacks which is good.  Only 3 this week.  Trying to stay focused on school lately but it's impossible.
Well I need to get to sleep early tonight and all that good stuff so I'm going to end the blog there.
I will try to keep you guys updated from my ipod on the meet and such this weekend.  Maybe I will get a few pictures or videos too. Wishful thinking I suppose.
Goodnight
God Bless
Much Love
-Me

A chance to go to the olympic trials in Oregon???

Not to compete but to go watch would be AMAZING, and I might get to go this summer.  Also may get the chance to travel to london to watch track and field! If i didnt have so much homework I'd talk more about it buttttt duty calls :/.  I'll make sure to have a decent blog tomorrow before Easter weekend and the start of my outdoor season.
Goodnight
Much Love
God Bless
-Me

Almost less than 30 Days!!!

Super short blog, lots of homework.  Got some decent news today, may have an opportunity to ride motocross for my friends dad up here in Minnesota  on weekends this summer!  Completely random but we went riding one weekend and I guess I looked pretty good. I've barely rode before but he said I was a natural, probably all those years riding ATV's around.  Otherwise all I did was get ahead in homework today.  Anxiety has been killing me though... I guess life goes on..
Goodnight
God Bless
Much Love
-Me

31 Days 19 hours and 25 minutes counting down...

Well thats approximately how much time until school is done.  It needs to end soon ANDDDDDD I need to finish out strong.
Got some somewhat good news today..  Finally something to ease my mind a bit.  I just wish for as much doctors get paid, they would ACTUALLY figure shit out on the 1st couple visits..  Sometimes the things that shouldn't stress me out, stress me out the most.  Hopefully soon it will end though.
Shoulder hurts again.  Nothing new there.  Threw discus rather well today and glad its my off week for lifitng.  I can just go in there and play around a bit with the weights and get a feel for some different things.  First track meet this weekend.  Hopefully my mind is clear and everything is alright.  It's a 9 hour drive starting at 6am on GOOD FRIDAY, and on top of that we get absolutely no time off for easter, so I will probably spend my easter forever alone.. :( Oh well.
Wish my damn grandpa would call me back! :P  He calls me and when I call him back he doesnt answer or listen to his messages I guess! Oh well, as long as he is doing okay that is all that matters!
This is the first time in my life I can say my life is solely based around music, the health of someone, grades ,and athletics.  Those are the ONLY things that are on my mind.  It feels so weird but everything will fall into place, and if it doesn't well ya know what they say, if things don't fit, force the hell outta it!!!
Goodnight
Much Love
God Bless
-Me

DAY 39

SO MUCH HOMEWORK, blah, I will defnitely be busy within the upcoming days, unfortunately.  Sorry for the short blog.
Much Love
God Bless
-Me

DAY 38

Sometimes being by yourself is rather interesting... Good or bad, I'm not sure.  All I know is I am going to live for myself, more than likely probably make a few mistakes, and learn from them.  Do I know what is going to happen tomorrow? Probably.  Do I know what is going to happen 41 days from now?  If you showed me a calendar I could probably give you a damn good guess.  Yea, I guess alot of thinking these past few days truly showed me what I mean and meant to some people and how bad excuses get.  I'm frusterated, fed up, and absolutely sick with hearing the same excuses. I am always the one holding people back, I am always the reason for unhappiness.  I can't do a single thing right, yet I put so much time and money into somethings. For that reason... If it wasn't for my grandparents and aunts and uncles, I would never go back "home" again...
Goodnight
God Bless
Much Love
-Me
P.S oh and to anybody who knows I have a blog who might be reading this,  unless i specifically say your name in the blog, I'm not referring to you, before you decide to yell at me for something you have no idea about.  You know who you are.

DAY 37

Holy Shit today needed to go by fast, and thank god it did.  Looked in the mirror at myself and really thought about things.  Do I like where I'm headed?  Am I satisfied with myself now?  Could I be doing better?  The answers were No, No, Yes.  Unfortunately times are hard and I'm letting them get to me when I should be living and loving life.  Starting Sunday, when I begin my cut for summer.  I'm going to laugh a little more, love a little stronger, and enjoy all the little things in life. I will wear a smile even when I don't feel the best.  I will crack down on this last month of school work, Track, and Lifting.  I am going to bust my ass to be the best that I can be, and then some.  When/If I decide to come home this summer, I want people to realize I've changed alot, not just on the outside, but the inside.  I want people to realize I am NOT the same old Ryan who could get kicked around or laughed at, I'm a much stronger person, physically and emotionally.  Most importantly, I am going to make time for friends and not let anything keep me away from doing what I love.  It's time to be a little selfish and start doing things I want to do, be with who I wanna be, hang out with people I haven't got to see.  And most importantly.... Live, Laugh, Love
:)
Goodnight
Much Love
God Bless
-Me

DAY 36

Well I think I've taken quite the leave of abscense lately, definitely sorry about that.  it's just been a rough few weeks and now I should be back to normal.  Hopefully I won't be as busy and I will be able to type up like I used to.
I really should be studying for my math exam tomorrow but.... I found out the class wasn't weighted and I have a very high A as it is and so I went full-lazy in that class.  Yes I know I shouldnt have done that, but this exam is not going to be that many questions and on top of that, I absolutely HATE the section we are working on... I need a tutor.. I'll give away free hugs if somebody would like to help?! :)
Track is going fairly well, I will write more about it in my other blog but as far as the overall aspect, it is going well.  Getting a feel for the 2k disc finally and getting form down.  Haven't thrown shot put outdoors yet but I guess that is the plan for tomorrow.  Hammer isn't going too bad either, I've just been so sore lately that my form isnt that crisp.  Meet next weekend and everything will hopefully be cleaned up by then!
Have not spoken to family besides my grandfather lately.  Just a personal decision I guess...  But that's all that is really goin on in my life right now!  Make sure to check out my other lifting blog and I promise now that things have settled down, those posts will be better too!
Goodnight
Much Love
God Bless
-Me

DAY 35

Starting to type, starting tomorrow
God Bless
-Me

DAY 34

I love being mindfucked at 10:45 at night...
Goodnight
Godbless
Much Love
-Me

DAY 33

2 days and I will be able to blog normal again
Much Love
God Bless
Goodnight
-Me

DAY 32

3 days....
Goodnight
Godbless
Much Love
-Me

DAY 31

It was a rough one....
Bed time
Goodnight
God Bless
Much Love
-Me

DAY 30

Maybe I should start posting how my day really went and not sugar coat it anymore...  Since I can't even do that right....
Goodnight
God Bless
Much Love
-Me

DAY 29

Well. The Badger game was pretty good!

Shame they lost though...

Today went by rather quickly.  I only had one class, got to sleep in, and didn't having lifting.  On top of that I had a really short practice and actually ended up playing some basketball with the other throwers and coaches for half of it!  Just gonna relax tonight probably play some guitar and hang with friends.  Nothing else to doooooooo.
Goodnight
God Bless
Much Love
-Me

DAY 28

Life is.......................  GREAT!!!!!  Or at least i like to keep telling myself that! Just got to keep on keepin on!
Didn't do that well on my Astronomy Exam.  Actually fairly disappointed based on the amount of time I put into studying, and still only got a 70%.  Just wish it was less than 50% of our grade... Stupid weighted classes...
Otherwise other things are going pretty well!! Just super tired and busy and need some sleep! Looking forward to friday.  Got myself a skype session and HOPEFULLY it works, hell maybe I'll get to skype twice in one week!!

Enough of this excitement, I'm hittin the hay!
Goodnight
God Bless
Much Love
-Me

DAY 27

Gonna make this blog a short one because i have quite a bit of studying to do tonight!
First off- Such a long day, it seemed to drag on and on forever.  Between my 1 class, the insane amount of homework I've been getting, stressors form here and back home, sports, lifting, etc.  ANYTHING you can think of seems to be taking forever.
Havent talked with my mom or parents in general in a while, so hope all is well there.
Didn't lift today, just had practice which I ripped a massive chunk of skin off my neck because I didn't have any chalk to use.  I cannot wait until outdoor season starts and I get to travel all over the place!!!!
Well since I used caps right there^ and took up a bunch of space. I'm gonna say thats the end of this blog and check out my lifting one too!!! It'll have pics and music and lots of fun stuff!  Off to do homework!
Goodnight
Much Love
God Bless
-Me

DAY 26

SUCH A LONG DAY. Sometimes, I just want to SCREAM.
Well at least I made it through the day.  Family is doing well I've heard which takes some of the stress of me.  I cannot wait to be back home for the summer.  St. Cloud is taking its toll on me.  I just wish i knew what the future held, or at least I knew a little bit about the future...
Track is going okay I suppose.  Lifting is really not making me happy, but I don't know what to do about that.  Just keep on keepin on I suppose.
Classes are DEFINITELY starting to stress me out.  It's getting down to crunch time and I need to make sure that I am getting good grades for the next few weeks because once outdoor season starts, I am going to have alot on my plate.  But I have been able to maintain A's or a high B in all my classes so far, soooooo yay!
About to start another blog, Completely related to my body, lifting, training, workouts and dieting. Including pictures and songs of the day etc. Hopefully that will keep me busy when I do get a chance to relax.
Well thats all I have for the night,
Goodnight
God Bless
Much Love
-Me

DAY 25

SO stressed.  A 2nd blog and longer blogs will start tomorrow.  Promise.  Just had to make it through this week.  And I Did... barely.
Goodnight
Godbless
Much Love
-Me

DAY 24

LONG DAY

Definitely need to get to bed soon, or else I'm NEVER gonna be able to get up in the morning and go lift. Speaking of LIFTING :D

ME!!!

I'll end this blog with a picture taken after lifting today.
Determined to get that body ready for summer even if it kills me!  I have to start thinking about my future and what will happen.  So itt's time to make the best out of every situation possible.
Goodnight
Much Love
God Bless
-Me

DAY 23

Nothing to see here.. :/ Day sucked...
Goodnight
Much Love
God Bless
-Me

DAY 22

SUCH A LONG DAY!!!
Short Blog, actually no blog  to be honest, there is nothing to say right now and I need sleep.
WHOLE BODY IS SORE, so I definitely need to rest and recover, but I do have a subway sub for breakfast!!! Can't wait!! Promise to start wrting better and longer.
Goodnight
Much Love
God Bless
-Me

DAY 21

Sweet Jesus it has been beautiful out lately!!!! SPRING IS HERE.
Lifting has been rather interesting lately.  Numbers are way high and nobody can seem to hit them, also I have been SUPER sore and have actually been eating like crazy trying to recover from these lifts.  Managed to gain 2lbs since coming home from break so hopefully its working its way into my muscules :P.
School has been fairly decent.  Looking to stay on high honors this 2nd semester as well and busting my ass to get there! Hoping to make the Deans list in my 1st year of college!! So basically I've been doing A LOT of studying, extra credit, and of course, homework, in order to keep my grades up!
Family and Friends have all been well as far as I know.  I just really miss home already and am pretty pumped for summer vacation.  I NEED MONEY.  But counting down the days, hours, minutes, and seconds until I can go home :).
Life otherwise has been pretty great, what more can i say?!?!?!
Thats about all i can think of.  Sorry the Blog was pretty short, Im hopefully gonna start a new one with all my lifting stuff and track practices next week, so yea, hopefully that gets some publicity :)
I'll leave you guys with a smile :)
Goodnight
Much Love
God Bless,
-ME

DAY 20

LONG DAY

Should have a nice long blog and a few pics tomorrow but right now i gotta hit the hay! Just need to make it through the week and get re-situated so i can start the long blogs again!

Goodnight All
Much Love
God Bless
-Me

DAY 19

First day of class since getting back to St. Cloud and getting situated so tomorrow I will definitely make a longer post.
I will leave you with a picture!
Much Love
God Bless

Nice pond in my front yard

-Me

DAY 17/18

NO BLOG THIS WEEKEND JUST ENJOYING THE TIME I HAD AT HOME!!! :)

DAY 16

Another short short blog today. A lot of packing was done within the course of the day.  Also had a fun time this afternoon. :)
In the process of making a huge decision.  I'm probably going to end up transferring schools because of cancellations in classes at St.Cloud State University, but to where I don't know.  The hardest decision is transferring to be a part of the track and field roster, the football team, or try to do both!!

Either way this summer I will be busting my ass in the weight room and out on the football field, and if nothing else I WILL be a hell of a lot more athletic by the time next August rolls around.

Pumped
God Bless,
Much Love,
-Me

DAY 15

Very short blog today, finished packing all my clothes today and gonna bring them to goodwill or give them to some other people I know who might like/need them.  Gonna pack up most of my electronics and other stuff tomorrow, magazines, old games, etc.  Had one of the best nights of my life tonight and I definitely needed it.  Still wish I had a job, god that would be great. I need money.  Anyway no picture today but I will probably have a few tomorrow of the driveway and how big of a mess it is.
Goodnight,
God Bless,
Much Love.
-Me

DAY 14

Gonna make this one another short and sweet blog. SO happy things are going well again :)
Went to Green Bay again today and ate at Buffalo Wild Wings again, that place is THE BEST.  Did a little bit of shopping today and just picked up an Under Armour shirt at Dicks Sporting Goods.  They have by far my favorite weighlifting shirts, so light and easy to move around in!
ALSO DID WORK OUTSIDE, in the rain.  ITS RAINING yet there is like 8in of snow on the ground.... I hate this weather.  I've been running around trying to find job applications and such, I need money baaaaaaad, and I know if i try to monetize the blog, it's not going to matter because I don't get enough views for people to click on the links.... What to do, what to do.
Well made a video of me driving down the driveway so hopefully that uploads. 
Have a great evening
God Bless
Much Love
-Me

DAY 13

USING LARGE TEXT BECAUSE I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY. But on a more serious note, today was a pretty great day.  Got a good lift in, went to the girls game and saw some friends, went out to eat  with my bud Adam and his GF and Maggie, and got to just relax and have fun again.  Things are starting to get better  after a shitty beginning.  Well ill make sure to update better and longer tomorrow. Just gonna go to bed happy :)
Godbless
Much Love
-Me

DAY 12

Funeral today.. Couldn't bare to see my Aunt.  I want to remember her for the happy, fun-loving person she always was.
Slept most of the day otherwise.  It felt pretty good to just lay down and not have to do anything.  Spent a lot of time just thinking about life and such.  So much has happened so far over break that it feels like my world is turning upside down in a matter of 3 days.  I think i just need to take some time to myself and enjoy life right now.  Otherwise i don't know what's going to happen when summer comes..
Lifting today was SUPER basic and actually not that great.  Barely did any lifts bu got to bench.  Unfortunately i felt really weak and tired so the lifts weren't that great.  Tomorrow though, I plan on absolutely killing legs if possible.  After lifting I don't know what I'll do.  I guess we will see what the day brings.
Later in the week I decided to pack up a ton of my old clothes that are way too big for me now and bringing them down to a store that pays you for them. I definitely think it'll be nice to get a little bit extra cash and be able to help a few people out with my extra clothes.
Nothing else really happened today.  I'm probably going to be up a few more hours just browsing the Internet and looking to see if I can gain a few bucks here before I go back to college.
God Bless,
Goodnight,
Much Love.
-Me

DAY 11

Not much happened today, just went outside and did some chores out there.  Watched quite a bit of basketball too.  Maybe I'll find something to do tonight besides driving around in my truck that's going to break down soon.  Also found out apparently my parents are moving out of this house as soon as i leave to head back to school.
I guess I just don't understand what is going on in my life right now, and lately I'm really not sure of anything.  Everything is changing and i can usually roll with the punches, but now.... I just don't know whats going to happen...
Not looking forward to this funeral on Monday.  I'm a huge baby when it comes to funerals and I'm sure this one will be just as rough.
Found a picture of me back when i was 3 years old.  Pretty much lookin like a stud, as usual.
Have a Goodnight
God Bless
Much Love
-Me  

DAY 10

Not much to say, found out one of my aunts died this morning in her sleep.  Not how I wanted to start my break.  So  many emotions going through my head right now.  If i dont post for a few days then I dont know what to say.

DAY 9

I AM OFFICIALLY...... ON SPRING BREAK!  Whoo!  And my Math class got cancelled which made my day so much better as well.  Other than that, the day has went extremely smooth. 

Arm Day! :)

Just got done with a great lifting session and will soon be showering then heading to subway for my 4th meal of the day!  Arm day is my least favorite day because I naturally have small arms, and it's clear that my left arm is smaller than my right (years of overcompensating).  SOOOOO I usually work on form a lot and make sure I'm hitting both arms equally even if its light weight. My buddy Daren also lifted with me and destroyed his legs, so a big SHOUT OUT to him for sticking around and lifting with me before he went home for break.
For the rest of the night, I'll probably just fit as much stuff in my suitcase and bag as possible to bring home.  Hopefully I will be able to fit some of the stuff i don't need in there and I can clear the room out a little bit. Probably will relax a lot and maybe do a little homework that way I wont have to worry about it over break.... Seriously who gives us homework over break...  Other than that not much else happened today.  Still about 8 hours before i get to sleep so maybe if something exciting happens or something worth mentioning happens,  I'll make a special post later on.  It sure would be nice to have something great happen!
 Have a great afternoon,
Much Love,
God Bless.
-Me

DAY 8

ONE DAY LEFT UNTIL SPRING BREAK. PUMPED!!!!!  Besides that, today was a totally chill day.  1 Class which i had a test in (probably bombed it, definitely dont know much about drugs but isnt that a good thing..?) Tomorrow i have 2 tests and a lab and then I'm done with class!! Gonna hopefully get a great arm and ab workout in after classes and such and just spend the night packing up the rest of my clothes and other things as well as enjoying the night.  Fell in love with mandarin oranges today.  Ate 3 WHOLE CANS that my mother sent me WHAT A FATTY :P  But hey I've been putting in a lot of hard work in the weight room so i deserve to splurge a little bit :)
Went to the mall today and got the best smelling shower gel ive EVER SMELLED in myEntire Life. Good god Bath and Body Works has some good stuff. 

I'll be smelling good when i come home for break, unfortunately I'll be smelling good for my parents pretty much and thats it.. ha... ha... ha... not that funny.  Can't wait to see mom.  Also can't wait to sleep in my own bed and hopefully get to watch my high school team kick some ass in the WIAA tournament.
Also got some new GOLD skullcandy headphones. These things are pretty tight. 
 Well hoping the rest of the night goes well, not much planned, just gonna get some new music.  The new roomate got me into some pretty sweet mixtapes, so I'll see if I can find them!
Have a great night,
Much Love,
God Bless.
-Me

DAY 7

SHITTY DAY. Whatever, not gonna let it bother me anymore, I'm ready for spring break and am looking forward to seeing a bunch of friends and hanging out with all the people i miss!  Gonna be lots of fun. Anyway My mom is pumped to see me too!! Can't wait to see her and my Stepdad and my Grandparents!! Ah it should be amazing.  Lifting this week has actually went really well!  Getting back into the 5ish days per week routine is definitely kicking my ass!  My fitness testing for track actually went well today even though I was sore as hell! Im probably gonna have to get a massage before i come home, especially wehn i got a 7 hour bus trup!  Man those trips are long.  Class went well today, managed to skip my math class because the professor was gone so there is a possibility of not having to take the math test this Friday! That would be SWEEEEEEET. Although i am getting over 100% in the class anyway, awwwwwhhhhhhh well.

BOOM!

Not much else to say besides i got a test in my ONLY class tomorrow and then gotta finish up a lab.  Other wise it hsould be a pretty chill day.  Looking forward to an arm workout with pictures afterward! Anyway ill leave you with a pic of me from this last weekend conference meet.  Pure determiniation on my face ;) AND it was my BIGGEST THROW EVER to date.  Love it.
Stay classy my friends.
Have a great night.
God Bless.
Much Love.
-Me

DAY 6

Such a chilled and relaxed day. BORING.  With only one class today, there wasnt a whole lot to do.  Went to class then came back to my dorm room.  Got to at least sleep in which felt amazing. I've been lacking sleep lately with so much on my mind... NOT COOL!!!! Managed to get a decent lift in today.  I forgot how week my chest and bench is.... but i guess that's why you put the time in the weight room, to get bigger, faster, stronger, better, and most importantly: Mentally Tough.  On a side note 3 more days of class then I'll be heading home for spring break.  I don't know if I should be excited about it, or if I should have stayed here and went on a training trip.  Well I try to live my life with no regrets, so I'm going to say I made the right decision in going home.  At least I will get to see alot of my family.  <3 Other than that there isn't much to report from today, I've got about 10 texts total and actually am ok with that.  Decided to start playing Bloons Tower Defense again :P Gosh I'm a loser!!! 

Target Cure <3

 One important thing I must mention is this Bracelet i wear everywhere.  I bought it from one of the girls who runs track for another school in our conference.  It says "Target Cure" on it.  You can probably guess what she is raising money for :) While i do not know the whole story, she did say the proceeds were going to help her father who must not be doing the best, so please anyone who reads this, keep your thoughts and prayers with my close friends family and when/if you say your prayers, it wouldnt hurt to pray there's soon a cure for cancer.  My family has had many experiences with it.... It's hard :(  Anyway, thats all for today about to go get me some subway/cafeteria food and call it a night.  Gonna do a little homework and then just relax.
Everyone have a great night and God Bless,
Much Love
Ryan

DAY 5

2 words to describe today. Typical. Monday. It was just another blah day where everything seems to be the EXACT SAME. Definitely hoping this week goes by fast, I need to get away. As far as class goes, managed to score my lowest psych test of the year. Sometimes i feel like a disappointment. Got A total of 3 texts ALL day before 5:30 pm. Not saying I want to be texting all day, but somedays I just feel like nobody cares or wants to talk. Some people are just like light switches, one day everythings fine then the next EVERYTHING changes. Well at least without many texts I'll be able to study for my Math test this friday and my Psych Test Wednesday.

After 6 sets of squats and other various things... :)

At least the workout went well today, managed to TOTALLY destory my legs in the gym, it's a shame my left one is a tad bit bigger and more defined, I hate being unsymmetrical. Lifting weights with one of my good friends is one thing i can count on EVERYDAY. That makes me feel so much better being able to do the one thing I absolutely LOVE with a person who I can count on being there no matter what. Wondering if i should shave the top of my legs? :P MEH But i promised to talk about the good things on my Blog and not be a little bitch!! :D Got a call from my mom today! She said she's super excited for me to come home. I guess she has the whoooooolllleeeee weeks worth of meals planned out for me and let me tell you, when youve been away from home for 2 months, NOTHING and i mean Nothing, beats a home cooked meal! On the bright side my grandfather is doing well again after he had his other hip replaced!! Can't wait to see him as well! Im gonna make this Spring Break as good as possible, even if it kills me!!! I'm running out of colors to write with so this must be the the end of today's blog. I don't know why there is background color either... Weird 

Signing off,
Much Love,
God Bless,
-Me

DAY 4

Finally gettin' abs!!!

WHAT A GREAT FRICKEN DAY. Got ALL of my homework done, got a great lifting session in, and I'm going to Buffalo Wild Wings for dinner.  They have my all time FAVORITE food.  Chicken. OMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOM anyway.  Felt so small in the gym today :( but then after the workout I was like "Meh not bad.  Im actually pretty big for 198lbs"! Oh and shout out to Jordan Nader (Bay Port Blue) for being the first commenter on my Blog. And i appreciate the Support more than you know!  ANYWHO 1 WEEK til SPRING BREAK. And unlike most college people, I have bought a bus ticket to go back home because i figured I'd be able to have a great break. We will see how it goes.  Well I don't have much more to say, I may post a picture a day starting today as well, not necessarily of me but just a picture of something in general. SO yea thats the end of this post. To all, have a great night and God Bless.
Much Love
-Me



DAY 3

TRACK MEET=DONE-BAR So Happy!!!! Pr'd in BOTH events and my back didn't even hurt while doing it!!  Life is Pretty Damn Good right meow.  Not gonna lie, I'm on a high and it's gonna take alot to bring me down. Gonna get a GREAT lifting session in tomorrow, probably gonna work le back muscles. (for all you people who don't know french, that means THE back muscles) AH feelin great. Not much more to say.

My reward for all the hard work I've put in this Fall!!!

Nighty night world.
Much Love
-Ryan

Day 2

Not too much to say today, had a huge pr at the track meet and finished with a 6th place medal. PUMPED,to say the least. Weight throw tomorrow and then relaxing. Such a great weekend. I've definitely needed this.
Signing off, much love
-Me

Day 1

Well Here We Go! Short blog today.  Unfortunately I have a ton on my mind.  I think I've lost the most important thing in my life and I have 1 chance to get it back.  Based on how things have been going though, I'm pretty sure it's gone, there isn't any other explanation why this person would act the way they did unless they wanted to leave.  Oh well... Life goes on,  Reppin SCSU on my chest this weekend at the NSIC conference meet,  Itd be HUGE if i could make finals in the shotput considering im the second farthest frosh thrower in the conference.  MUST FOCUS ON TRACK.  Anyway ill probably update from my ipod tomorrow, or maybe later on the bus ride.  I have no idea. Well I guess I'm signing off for now, hopefully things go well this weekend and i can get back on track :)
Much love to all, signing off.

-Ryan