Too much going on

Unfortuntel, I cannot guarantee I will be posting everyday from here on out.  My anxiety and such has been getting worse.  On top of that I believe I've come down with some form of food poisoning or salmonila and therefore I'm going to be focusing on my health at the moment.  While I will be keeping up with My lifting blog because I HAVE to go to practice, lifting, and meets, I cannot promise I will post everything from the day on this blog.  Hopefully I get healthy soon as my grades are struggling lately too...
Goodnight
Much Love
God Bless
-Me

Update Monday

Sorry for the lack of update yesterday, went threw alot with the track meet and some injuries so I've just been super stressed, should be back on track monday with updates and such.
Have a Great evening,
Much Love
God Bless
-Me

Stuffed

Long story short I actually felt good enough to eat today and ate soooooo much steak.. Felt good to at least get to eat whim but I'll make sure I bust my ass tomorrow and in the upcoming days to burn it off... Safe and in Kansas.
Big day tomorrow.
Goodnight
Much love
God bless
-me

Day Before I leave.

Well just finishing up some homework before I pack and do some laundry and get ready for my meet this weekend.  It's a 1 day meet but its down in Emporia Kansas so hopefully there is some great competition from all over Division 2. We leave tomorrow morning at 6am and have a 10 hour bus ride.  apparently we are bringing most of the team too so there isnt much of a chance that anybody is going to get a seat to themselves.
Found out I have to get a PERFECT score on my last Health Test in order to get a 90% A in the class, which also means theres almost a 0% chance I'm going to get a 4.0 this semester.. I dont know why but I really wanted a 4.0...  Life goes on I guess.
Anixety has been better recently, havent had many attacks which is good.  Only 3 this week.  Trying to stay focused on school lately but it's impossible.
Well I need to get to sleep early tonight and all that good stuff so I'm going to end the blog there.
I will try to keep you guys updated from my ipod on the meet and such this weekend.  Maybe I will get a few pictures or videos too. Wishful thinking I suppose.
Goodnight
God Bless
Much Love
-Me

A chance to go to the olympic trials in Oregon???

Not to compete but to go watch would be AMAZING, and I might get to go this summer.  Also may get the chance to travel to london to watch track and field! If i didnt have so much homework I'd talk more about it buttttt duty calls :/.  I'll make sure to have a decent blog tomorrow before Easter weekend and the start of my outdoor season.
Goodnight
Much Love
God Bless
-Me

Almost less than 30 Days!!!

Super short blog, lots of homework.  Got some decent news today, may have an opportunity to ride motocross for my friends dad up here in Minnesota  on weekends this summer!  Completely random but we went riding one weekend and I guess I looked pretty good. I've barely rode before but he said I was a natural, probably all those years riding ATV's around.  Otherwise all I did was get ahead in homework today.  Anxiety has been killing me though... I guess life goes on..
Goodnight
God Bless
Much Love
-Me

31 Days 19 hours and 25 minutes counting down...

Well thats approximately how much time until school is done.  It needs to end soon ANDDDDDD I need to finish out strong.
Got some somewhat good news today..  Finally something to ease my mind a bit.  I just wish for as much doctors get paid, they would ACTUALLY figure shit out on the 1st couple visits..  Sometimes the things that shouldn't stress me out, stress me out the most.  Hopefully soon it will end though.
Shoulder hurts again.  Nothing new there.  Threw discus rather well today and glad its my off week for lifitng.  I can just go in there and play around a bit with the weights and get a feel for some different things.  First track meet this weekend.  Hopefully my mind is clear and everything is alright.  It's a 9 hour drive starting at 6am on GOOD FRIDAY, and on top of that we get absolutely no time off for easter, so I will probably spend my easter forever alone.. :( Oh well.
Wish my damn grandpa would call me back! :P  He calls me and when I call him back he doesnt answer or listen to his messages I guess! Oh well, as long as he is doing okay that is all that matters!
This is the first time in my life I can say my life is solely based around music, the health of someone, grades ,and athletics.  Those are the ONLY things that are on my mind.  It feels so weird but everything will fall into place, and if it doesn't well ya know what they say, if things don't fit, force the hell outta it!!!
Goodnight
Much Love
God Bless
-Me